I'm 26 I grew up with my dad because my mom left me when i was 2. My dad was a huge alcoholic and was never around. I raised myself, when i got to high school my mom got custody of me because my dad was unfit to take care of me anymore due to his drinking. my mom also has a big drinking problem and it was very difficult living there. I met my x wife in high school at 20 we had our first child at 25 we had our 2nd child. now we are getting divoced and she has a lawyer but i can not afford ane because i can't even pay rent or food.and i will not get anything from the divorce except debt. PLEASE HELP ME I"M SORRY TO EVEN HAVE TO ASK!!!